Like for the past week that I’ve been sick, i think I’ve also pass it onto quite a few of my friends. Sorry uh guys.
Anyway like i said before that I’ve recovered from my high fever, but it seems that my sorethroat is here to stay. And the best part is that, it got so much worse then before and i feel like my throat going to be rip apart everytime i swallow my saliva or drink water, not to mention eating solid food.
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I think like when people get sick, they tend to think alot also yo. Like during this period especially when I’m not in school, it’s like I’ve got no friends or something man.
LIKE WHERE IS THE LOVE FOR SONGWEI YO?
I also tend to feel like that people close to me are like drifting apart, and the distance doesn’t seems to get smaller even if we talk on msn or something. Cause it would always seems to me that I’m the one putting the effort into keeping up the conversation, or a rather one-sided conversation then a two-sided one. Like even if we were to meet up or such, the closeness is like only when we’re out and once the outing end, everything falls back into place. It’s easy to find me, but hard for me to find others. Pretty screwed up lar. It’s like i’m losing a place in them gradually. Can’t help it but i do feel afraid of this type of shit you know. Like i treasure every one of my friends, well who doesn’t. Call me selfish of something, I don’t care but that’s what i’m feeling nowadays man.
But i thank those who showed concern to me in one way or another, Thank you.
Oh well, maybe it’s just the freaking virus that’s making me think too much, i hope.
I really do.
